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For a moment, tonight, the wind felt like a hand running through my hair and I had to pause from my walk to let sadness take over.

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Apparently my Lyft membership has expired. I had a Lyft membership? Why?

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Storytelling

My plan for my mother’s Christmas present this year was to write her a novel. Despite her failing eyesight, she devoured books: I bought her a Kindle, which allowed her to increase the font size to an almost comical level, and an iPad, which she used to listen to audiobooks. The one year I finished NaNoWriMo, she followed along every day. It wasn’t a particularly great piece of writing, but she read it with a mother’s pride. So I wanted to do that again.

Yesterday marked three weeks since her passing. Processing this new reality is going to be a long journey. I’m not okay, but I’m okay-presenting: I can emulate a fully-functional human when I need to. I don’t want to perform that emulation for loved ones, but nobody else needs to know that I pull over to the side of the road to ugly cry or can barely manage to sleep through the night. I miss her terribly, and I will always miss her terribly.

I’m still planning on writing that novel.

Writing has always been the thing I love to do most. It’s not that I’m necessarily good at it, although I also don’t think I’m bad; it’s more that it puts me into a kind of meditative state that gives me the tools to process the world. Some people are really great social thinkers. I need to put my ideas down in words.

My grandfather, Sidney Monas, translated Crime and Punishment into English. My cousin, Sarah Dessen, is a famous and talented young adult author whose novel Along for the Ride is being adapted by Netflix. Another cousin, Jonathan Neale, has written beautiful novels and progressive non-fiction histories. I’m not looking for the literary impact or success of any of them; I just want to have the mental stillness to sit down and tell a story, and to develop the skills to do that well.

Still, the startup side of me is interested in how people get to do this full-time. The indie author DC Kalbach makes a solid salary from self-publishing on Kindle Unlimited. Elle Griffin is going to serialize her novel behind a Substack subscription. My friend Yoko Oji Kikuchi makes her living through supporters of her art on Patreon. These seem like idyllic existences to me, but also difficult: each requires a rhythm of sustained creativity to maintain.

For now, I’m lucky to be able to think about making stuff without having to worry about its financial sustainability - or even if it’s good. (To be clear, I hope that it’s good.) I’ve got my draft going in Ulysses, and I’m making solid progress. Who knows what will happen next - and in lots of ways, it doesn’t matter, as long as I keep working on it. This will be the last you hear about it until you read it.

The one thing that does matter, if I’m truly honest with myself, is this: I just wish its intended audience was here to read it.

 

Photo by Patrick Tomasso on Unsplash

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Three weeks. I’m angry at time.

Perhaps the worst part is the feeling of guilt: what if we’d done something different; what if I’d spent more time; what if I’d had longer and deeper conversations with her this year.

I miss her a lot.

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I’m pretty adaptable to change, I think to myself, as I drink coffee from my Matter mug while wearing one of my Matter hoodies

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Removed almost all of my social media apps from my phone again. And starting tomorrow I get back on my health train. Onwards.

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Good: Chauvin in jail for a long time.

Better: Chauvin and the bosses who perpetuated an environment where such acts were acceptable in jail for a long time.

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I humbly submit that the set of people who are good, empathetic, and kind and the set of people who want homeless encampments to be cleared away do not overlap.

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The crypto elephant in the open banking room

I’m convinced that one reason Americans embrace the cryptocurrency ideal of “programmable money” is that the domestic banking system is such an unmitigated disaster. Some of the features crypto enables - near-instant cross-institutional transfers with low fees, for example, or comprehensive API access to banking features like balances and transactions - are enjoyed by traditional banking customers elsewhere in the world.

When I first moved to California and needed to pay rent for the first time, I did what I’d always done: set up an automatic scheduled transfer with my bank. When the bank printed out a check and mailed it to my landlady, a week late no less, I couldn’t believe it. Surely checks were obsolete? Why wouldn’t they just transfer the money?

This year, a full decade later, I moved a balance from one retirement account to another: perhaps not a huge amount by Peter Thiel standards, but still, a non-trivial sum. And yes, the same thing happened: the original institution printed out a check and mailed it to me. Then I needed to mail that check, with a cover letter with written instructions, to the receiving institution. It’s a broken, stupid process that doesn’t appear to have meaningfully changed since the seventies.

America’s federated approach creates lots of these kinds of inefficiencies. My assumption is that there are now so many companies and business models that have grown up to take advantage of the gaps and inconsistencies that it’s now grievously hard to smooth them over. This same underlying business pattern has been repeated over and over here: for example, while citizens of other countries can often file taxes without having to submit a return or paying for a processor, the US tax system is famously kept complicated and expensive through lobbying by Intuit, the owner of TurboTax.

Similarly, while open banking has been a fantastic innovation elsewhere - regulations now force banks to share data and interoperate across the UK and Europe, for example - it hasn’t yet gained a foothold in the US. As The Financial Brand reports, the way financial applications are forced to work in the United States is genuinely jaw-dropping:

Screen scraping technology has been around since the early days of the internet (and of online banking) and remains in active use, but comes with a number of problems. Most important of these, from financial institutions’ perspective, is giving login credentials to a third party without setting strict limits on that access, which is neither elegant nor ideal. But even companies known for their use of APIs, such as Plaid, have resorted to screen scraping when API connections were not possible.

Programmable money can be seen as a great way to force the issue. Suddenly banks are no longer competing just with each other, but with an internet-native, cross-border set of currencies that allow a new generation of connected applications to be built without asking for anyone’s permission. DeFi platforms have lower fees because they can operate on the protocol level; more importantly, anyone can build and launch one. There’s no need to ask for permission. There’s also no incentive to keep the workings of their platforms private, so they’re typically fully open source and auditable by any third party who cares to check.

That’s going to create serious competitive pressure for traditional banks. As DeFi adoption continues to grow, they’ll need to do more and more to compete: on the fee and flexibility level for end-user customers, but also on the platform level for partners. Banks have real competitive advantages too, like FDIC insurance and real humans who sit in regional branches or answer the phones, but this will need to be combined with a newfound openness. Because cryptocurrencies can be thought of as protocols that you can build on top of, the traditional banking system needs to move in that direction too; because crypto is permissionless and transparent, banks will need to find ways to lower barriers to partnering with them. Today’s situation, where APIs are hard to find or restricted to high-paying partners, will become a thing of the past. Alternatively, the banks will.

If I was working for a bank (which I’m not), I’d be finding ways to build open banking protocols with others in my industry, using open source principles. I’d be creating a non-profit technology custodian to create a neutral territory for the various institutions to collaborate: a W3C for banking. I’d be hiring fantastic technologists, technology advocates, and communicators to develop protocols, build libraries, and drive adoption. And I’d be doing it yesterday.

None of this is to say that crypto is going away. Even if the banks innovate appropriately in the face of this new-found competition (best case) or crypto becomes subject to Intuit-style regulatory lobbying to hinder the competition (realistic case), the horse has bolted from the stable. Trillions of dollars are invested in cryptocurrencies. A new generation of financial applications is absolutely inevitable: it’s already here. And crucially, I think consumers - real people with average incomes, who have long been underserved by the rigidity and biases of the traditional banking system - will benefit.

 

Disclosure: I work for ForUsAll, a retirement provider that allows participants to invest in crypto in participating plans, but this post was written independently and does not represent my employer.

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Pushed myself a bit too hard this week given the grief and stress of this month and finished the day with a pretty intense physical reaction. A walk in the moonlit fresh air is helping.

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Sambal oelek is my co-pilot.

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I think I'm going to start doing funny voices for salespeople who cold call me.

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My T-shirt says "Focus, Simplify, Kill": a succinct version of some startup advice I needed to hear once. It turns out that a lot of people need to hear it. Making things more complicated, or trying to do more, does not make you smarter.

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Five years on, I’m still horribly angry about Brexit, and still taking it personally that I’m not legally allowed to live in the country where I grew up. On the plus side, California has much better weather.

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I'm contemplating writing a guide to what to expect when a parent is diagnosed with familial pulmonary fibrosis. I'm not a doctor, but there's a lot to subjectively describe. If you were doing this, what platform would you use? Straight website? Something else?

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Happy summer 2020!

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Two weeks. Unreal.

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What are your favorite books you’ve read so far this year?

The Death of Vivek Oji, Pet, and The Nickel Boys are all really high on my list. (With an honorable mention for While Justice Sleeps, which was just a lot of fun.)

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Your goals might be to become a wealthy businessperson. Mine are just to write in peace.

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I'd like to work with a recruiter who can help me hire experienced engineers (cross-discipline) for a remote-first team from underestimated backgrounds. Any recommendations?

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I've literally started getting targeted ads for ketamine. Would love to understand what my advertising profile says about me right now.

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I’ve been finishing off most days lately by watching Harvard lectures on moral philosophy with my dad (on YouTube). It’s been nice.

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Seeking feedback, if you have a minute or two. What could I be doing better? What should I be thinking about? https://werd.io/pages/feedback

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I'm hiring engineers for a remote-first team anywhere in the US:

Ruby on Rails (senior and mid-level)
React / Redux (senior and mid-level)

You'll be working on this: https://decrypt.co/72806/bitcoin-in-your-401k-coinbase-and-forusall-offer-new-crypto-option

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Real question. I have an appointment to get my hair cut (after over a year!) and dyed a wild color on Tuesday. I’m also thinking about driving through the South. Am I inviting problems for myself?

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